Bound to Ramble, part 3

It'd been five years since Harold left that place he once called home. Five years since he's seen his family and five years since he's been happy. He wasn't sure just what he would find on the road but he thought maybe he might find what he lost back home. However, life hopping rail cars and working odd jobs just so he could eat wasn't near as glamorous as some of the old songs had made it out to be. Yet pride ruled in Harold's heart and he set his mind to believe he was bound to ramble.

The trains had taken him all over Arkansas. But today he found himself somewhere unexpected. He found himself in the very same delta where he first picked on that old cigar-box banjo. He had hopped off the train the night before on a whim, not knowing where he was just that he wanted to settle for a while, try and find his legs again. The sights and sounds of that old delta town were once like a nightmare to him but today they held a promise. It was here that he had found his voice, found what he once thought was his true calling: to pick the banjo.

He found that old painted house they used to crowd all those summers. It had seen better days, he wondered if anybody had set foot in it since they left. Harold stood on the road side and just stared at it for what seemed like an eternity. He had always envision that the road would lead him to the next step in life not back to where it all began. With a great fear, Harold took his banjo Verne and set foot inside that old beat-up shack.

The place was bare, not a piece of furniture in it, there were signs of someone making a few nights rest here, but that was it. The house was like a picture of Harold's soul, once so full of promise and now so empty. He sat down on the dirt floor and began to pick Verne. And something happened that day that had not happened in a long time. Harold forgot, no, better yet, he overcame all his worries for just a moment and felt himself transported to that place like heaven. It lasted only a moment and the fall from that place hurt worst. He sat there in the silence listening to the echo of his picking and tears began to fill his face. It was almost a cruel joke to get that close again only to wake up and realize it was all a dream.

As Harold lay weeping, he was startled by the door opening. Despite his shock, Harold could hardly fell anymore and just lay there. The man in the door called to him, "Howdy."

Harold didn't respond. the stranger walked over and admired his banjo. "You play?"

Harold nodded.

"Well ain't that something. I sure love some good banjo music. I play a bit too myself, wanna take a go with me?"

The stranger's voice seemed oddly familiar. When he spoke it sounded like he had gravel in his throat. You could hardly make out his lips for the forest of beard hairs that had undoubtedly gone unchecked for decades. and even though the stranger spoke kindly, there was no denying the sense of deep sorrow behind every word.

Harold looked up at the man, "what's your name."

"I am who I am, nobody real important, just an old wayfaring stranger. but about that picking, you wanna play?"

Still reeling from his fall from grace, the last thing Harold felt like doing was playing. " I just ain't got it in me anymore."

The wayfaring stranger stared at him a bit, then he sat down beside him. This was the first time Harold had noticed his hands, they were hands like his dad's. Deeply wrinkled and calloused, they had seen hard days, but they also a gentle sense to them. Harold began to wonder what those hands could do. The stranger noticed Harold's glances, "they may not look like much, been to hell 'n back with these here hands. But I been to Heaven n' back too, play with me, just a song."

Harold's heart sunk at the mention of heaven. He knew that when he left home five years ago, that all he really wanted was to go there, tot hat place his banjo had once taken him but he doubted he would ever find it. And now, in the place he first found heaven and where he flirted with it today, this stranger promised to take him there again. "Heaven, huh? I been there too, now I'm not so sure there's even sucha place." Harold wondered aloud.

"Sure there is, its always just a note away. Its hard to find sometimes but a friend can help. Let me help you."
And with that the stranger pulled out a beautiful Gibson f-style mandolin. It was prettier than gold and then the stranger began to play 'Arkansas Traveler.' He closed his eyes and his fingers seemed to float on the double-strings of that mandolin. Harold thought he had met Bill Monroe himself, and the tears he once cried in mourning were replaced with new tears, tears of promise. The song demanded he do more than listen, that he feel it and ultimately, that he live it too. He picked up Verne and joined in and for the first time in five years, he was free. The two played near all night

Finally his fingers could take no more and with a smile he hadn't smiled in what seemed like forever, Harold asked  the stranger, "where you headin?"

"I'm going home"

They both sat there in silence. The moon poked its head in through the window and shed a bit of light across the floor. Harold lifted his hand to look at his shadow.

"Come with me." the stranger asked.

Harold looked at the bearded man , his face full of sorrow and joy. The man's eyes were robust and seemed to peer into his soul. Harold had found what he was looking for, the promise of heaven. He would follow this stranger home.